Just did a pin-up hair styling video. Now heading to AC! :) (Taken with Instagram)

Just did a pin-up hair styling video. Now heading to AC! :) (Taken with Instagram)

About to break

I feel like a fool. All my life I have been to nice to ever say what’s really on my mind because I hate hurting people. But I guess that in reality I hurt them by not talking and saying how I feel. But when I do I get hurt in the end anyway because I guess that I’m to honest and won’t let people walk on me. So they just forget about me. I read some old things and apparently the one that I loved more then anything laughed at me while people said that they were sorry that he was with me. Well are you sorry that you were? Because the whole time I thought that you were happy as I told you that you were beautiful everyday. I fucked up. I was childish. Don’t hold it against me forever because you will be te one to miss out on true happiness and we both know it. And no one else will ever understand it like we do.
Sometimes people dream and say it felt do real. Yea well when we dreamt it was always real. I’ll never forget the night that we couldn’t see each other and you called out to me and saved me in my dream because I heard you. A love so true that something like that can happen is almost unreal, like a fantasy, a dream. My dream didn’t feel real, it was.
Don’t pretend you hate me because we both know that you don’t. You’re mad at what happened and I don’t blame you but I’m just as upset for you changing so much while I stand here the same girl with just more knowledge and intelligence. I haven’t gone anywhere for a reason. And it’s just to better myself and be smart about the things I do, the way that I live my life, and just to just keep my head up. I smile for a reason, and it use to be because of you. Now it’s because of me.

Manicure Monday: Iron Man nails, by ThaJuddy.
An Iron Manicure!

Manicure Monday: Iron Man nails, by ThaJuddy.

An Iron Manicure!

Some one seems to be washed up on shore…

Some one seems to be washed up on shore…

The level of detail in this really makes the bounty hunter stand out. Damn!
Boba Fett, by Fauji Bardah.

The level of detail in this really makes the bounty hunter stand out. Damn!

Boba Fett, by Fauji Bardah.

Omg, this is so old but so great!  Thank you for this Ashley Ash!!

Omg, this is so old but so great! Thank you for this Ashley Ash!!

Painting #2
Skyrim: Edler Scrolls
Wispmother
Whatcha think?

Painting #2

Skyrim: Edler Scrolls

Wispmother

Whatcha think?

This is my fifth tattoo and it truly has a lot of meaning to me. Arrow’s to the knee are supposed to take down great adventurer’s but not this girl. Skyrim may not have good knee protection but they can’t take down this girl. I’m still standing and adventuring. I’ll never stop. haha 

Ps. I forgot to mention that I got my nosed pierced at the convention also. I love it so much.

I have no shame. <3